Cause turning to you is like falling in love when you’re ten.

believe it or not
last night i couldn’t  fall asleep not only annoyed by disturbing voice
but also thought about how will it be when we meet

believe it or not
it doesn’t matter that you came from out of nowhere
you really do have nice values in my eyes

believe it or not
we almost never talk to each other
but one smile made me want to see it more

believe it or not
it’s the weirdest thing happens to my life recently
and i shy

believe it or not
you’re just a stranger to me
but somehow you’ve changed how i think

believe it or not
i’m speechless, so impressed

good words from lecture.

Everything should be made as simple as possible, but no simpler.
-Mathematical Modelling of Chemical Process-

untuk jasa kalian, sahabat.

ternyata cukup sulit untuk diam tak berbagi dengan orang lain.

kalimat orang terkadang dapat menjadi jalan keluar untuk suatu soal yang bahkan kita sendiri tidak tahu dimana letak persoalannya.

terima kasih untuk teman-teman yang ada di samping saya.

tanpa kalian saya mungkin akan terjerumus dalam suatu keputusan yang akan saya sesali di kemudian hari.

-dipersembahkan untuk kalian yang tulus mendengar, menyarankan, dan mengerti keadaan saya hari ini-

me think about success.

There is only one success; to be able to spend your life in your own way.
-Christopher Morley-

romance is dead

akhir-akhir ini saya merasa mendekati kematian.
atau mungkin, didekati kematian.

prediction

masa depan itu tidak serumit kelihatannya.
tidak pula semudah yang dibayangkan.

just why.

birthday bash. a surprise.

only got it once. when i was 18th.

sweet. tender. affectionate.

less number of people. big meaning after all.

dear fairies. do you hear my voice?

i’m wishing beneath the stars. hope i can see the mars.

i feel the other birth day was the other day.

moreover. it was just colored with daily smiles.

do i may not have something a bit special?

something. surprising.

forget about the sunshine when it’s gone

I guess I should have heard of them from you

seems like this is our main problem
hard to tell the truth to each other
no, it’s not because we don’t believe
but only not wanting anything bad between us.

Hey thanks, thanks for that summer.
It is cold where you're going
I hope that your heart is always warm.
I gave you the best, gave you the best that I had.
You passed on my letters
& passed on the best that I had.
DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL - AGE SIX RACER

a little regret.

maybe i really been cursed.

can’t you just make these illusions go away?
or else, give me that old-time-smile while chucking my head.

lagi-lagi berisik.

akhir-akhir ini sekeliling saya berisik lagi.

yah, beda sih sama yang dulu, tapi tetep aja, berisik.

tolonglah, saya ini terganggu lho.

pergi kesini, begini. pergi kesitu, begitu.

anehnya lagi, kok cuma saya ya?

yang jelas-jelas mengundang keberisikan tuh si itu, yang kini namanya melejit ke permukaan.

saya ini cuma orang biasa kok, ngga usah lah dibuat berisik kaya begitu.

kalian para penghuni baru juga, bisa-bisanya kalian menceramahi saya.

tahu apa kalian tentang suara berisik ini?

kalian pikir ego saya terima-terima aja dikuliahi oleh.. kalian?

ya, orang-orang macam kalian.

percaya aja ngga, sekarang ikutan berisik.

anak gila.