forget about the sunshine when it’s gone

I guess I should have heard of them from you
seems like this is our main problem
hard to tell the truth to each other
no, it’s not because we don’t believe
but only not wanting anything bad between us.
Hey thanks, thanks for that summer.
It is cold where you’re going
I hope that your heart is always warm.
I gave you [...]

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a little regret.

maybe i really been cursed.
can’t you just make these illusions go away?
or else, give me that old-time-smile while chucking my head.

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lagi-lagi berisik.

akhir-akhir ini sekeliling saya berisik lagi.
yah, beda sih sama yang dulu, tapi tetep aja, berisik.
tolonglah, saya ini terganggu lho.
pergi kesini, begini. pergi kesitu, begitu.
anehnya lagi, kok cuma saya ya?
yang jelas-jelas mengundang keberisikan tuh si itu, yang kini namanya melejit ke permukaan.
saya ini cuma orang biasa kok, ngga usah lah dibuat berisik kaya begitu.
kalian para penghuni [...]

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kamu si otak batu.

ayolah, hilangkan pikiran itu dari benakku.
aku bisa salah sangka karena orang salah sangka padaku.
aku ini orang hebat, jangan kamu coba-coba menggelendoti aku seperti itu.
dunia ini bukan cuma milik kamu lho.
kita ini hidup bersandingan, satu sama lain.
apa jadinya kalau kamu terus-menerus mendewakan ego?
dengarkan ya, babak baru hidup ini baru saja dimulai
kalau cuma segini saja kamu mati, [...]

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and, over.

GIVE ME A FULL STOP.

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gimme a sweet escape.

SPOCK’S BEARD – I’M DYING
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As the sun burns my eyes
I am pierced to the core
Everyday I feel dead
Nothing feels like before
When my friends come to play
I won’t answer the door
When they come in the night
I won’t be here no more
Help me I’m dying
My soul is crying
Help me I’m dying now
Hear the shots in the night
And [...]

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-_-

susu cokelat
ditambah
nasi ayam sambel ijo + es lemon tea
ditambah
roti susu, cokelat keju + es teh manis
ditambah
es teh tarik
sama dengan
sakit perut .
aduh kenapa sangat tidak penting sekali apa yang gue tulis?

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motion city soundtrack

“they are breaking up..”
“really? oh. i suggest that now is your turn to be with him next..”
“TO BE WITH WHAT????”
————
Last night i fell in love without you
The coup de grâce that set me off
Would’ve made for decent fiction
hey Mr. Boss!
what’s up?
actually i don’t know since when i thought of you
you’re there in one corner in [...]

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semanggi berdaun tiga.

mungkin sebentar lagi aku mati rasa
lelah menerka.
putaran dunia kini melambat
sampai aku merasa pengap
tolonglah
atmosfer ini terlalu pekat
sisakan satu ruang untukku yang tak berdimensi
hingga hanya ada aku
dan anganku
tak peduli bayangan itu nyata atau tidak
kehidupan itu milikku
maaf, sosokmu semakin buram
melebur dengan kejenuhan alam sadar
pernah kucoba panjat pohon pengharapan itu
namun ternyata buahnya masih muda
atau bahkan mungkin telah membusuk
tak berguna
wahai [...]

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Dave Elkins, Jason Wade, and Chris Martin.

Did you know how you would move me, did you know?
Did you know how you would move me?
well, I don’t even think so.
but the moment’s magic swept us away.
and it’s so close, but we’re so far away.
———–
I try to make my way to you
but still I feel so lost
I don’t know what else I can [...]

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